I haven’t blogged much of recent.
I have been dealing with depression.
It is back in full force for the first time in some time.
I have no desire to do anything.
I just want to sit around and wallow in my own thoughts.
I don’t even want to eat.
The weight gain from olanzapine is starting to annoy me.
I want to be healthy again.
I want to be fit again.
I look normal and happy on the outside, but on the inside I am breaking.
I want my mania to come back, or at least a stable mind.
What are some motivators to do while depressed?