I haven’t blogged much of recent.

I have been dealing with depression.

It is back in full force for the first time in some time.

I have no desire to do anything.

I just want to sit around and wallow in my own thoughts.

I don’t even want to eat.

The weight gain from olanzapine is starting to annoy me.

I want to be healthy again.

I want to be fit again.

I look normal and happy on the outside, but on the inside I am breaking.

I want my mania to come back, or at least a stable mind.

What are some motivators to do while depressed?