Conversing Into The Darkness, Known As Depression.

Its 13:11hrs here and I am just lying in bed, curtains closed, on my laptop writing this blog entry. You see, now I am depressed. Nothing around me is giving me joy, I can’t read my book because I can’t concentrate, I can play Fortnite, again can’t concentrate nor can I be bothered moving. Basically, I am just lying here wallowing in my own self pity. But, you know what, I am allowed to.

It’s been a while since I have been depressed, since having mania for the past while. I love having the manic episodes, I feel great, get stuff done and take on new challenges. At the moment I can’t even put the dirty washing in the washing machine, cleaning my dishes or make my bed.

Welcome back depression, my old friend.

3 comments

  1. I hope your depression doesn’t last long. I’ve been stuck in a manic depression for over a month and it fucking sucks (excuse my language.) I totally understand how you can’t do anything. Most people think we can snap out of it and it’s almost impossible. If you need to talk, send me a DM on facebook or whatsapp.

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