Away With Mania, In With Depression

Hello Depression My Old Friend

So as some of you may know, I have been suffering with a long cycle on mania. It has resulted in me being super cray cray when it comes to life. I cleaned, I cleaned some more and for safe keeping I cleaned a bit more. I also organised everything in my house numerous times and became a tad erratic when driving.

Today I haven’t felt that mania. Instead I have this heavy “meh” feeling. It’s not full blown depression but it’s still a low, I think.

I have starting to become aware of the fact that I don’t seem to be able to feel emotion anymore. Bad stuff can happen and I just done care.

I feel that the medications are making me into a zombie! Anyone else felt like this?

2 comments

  1. Yeah man, I’m not sure if it’s the medication but I can go through times when I don’t care about much. Just really Apathetic/Ambivalent toward life in general. I know the feeling.

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